Now why am i blogging? Right. Because Petra and her father's problems about the people turning against him is starting to piss me off major. An enemy of the people is really the worst book i've ever studied for literature.

Look, a scene from the play. That man in the cantre with the Albert kinda look, that's Dr. Stockmann. The woman next to him is Catherine, his wife. The sensible woman. I only pray that the person on the right with the i'll-never-be-caught-dead-with-her-hair-look isn't Petra, his daughter. The righteous woman. She just can stand up for herself so well. I wish i were like her at times. All fiery and girrrlll poweerrr. (imagine Priss meowing here)

Now. i'm tired. really really. i'm starting to look like death/a panda. coffee coffee coffee coffee! That'll help me stay up. Now doesn't that look good. I like the way the woody background just makes it look all the more appetising.

EH, SNOW-WING EHH!

I'm kinda speechless right now. And really stoned from all that 4 hour sleep nights. Study Study Study. People make me happy :)

Er Van, lame. Sorry, it's the truff. Papaks of the world unite!

Fashion Junior High
We're set to get to school cos learning is looking fun
"I've got a cashmere class"
"I'm in handbags 101"
We wanna know how to draw and so we're going to the perfect place
If they quiz on fashion faux pas we're sure to get straight a-a-a-a's.

We love school and we can't wait
Our teacher's cool and our homework's great
Oh we'll never dress down and we'll never be late
to fashion junior high.

That is the nicest Mary-kate and Ashley song i've ever heard. Along with 'No one tells the president what to do' Here are a few funny verses :

Someday i'd like to be president
It's a job that's caught my eye
I know i'd enjoy being president
And here's the reason whyyyyy

No one tells the president how to dress
No one bugs him if his office is a mess
No one tells him when it's time to mow the whitehouse lawn
If anybody tried to you can bet they'd soon be gone "Bye-bye!"

No one tells the president not to slouch
No one says "Dont put your feet on Mr. Leacon's couch"
No one tells him "company's here, use your fork and spoon"
Unless they want to be the next ambassador to the moon.

No one tells the president, no one tells the president, no one tells the president what to do. (Chorus)

No one tells the president not to run
No one says "there's no desert until that speech is done"
No one says"the press is coming, clean behind your ears"
Unless they want to have a TIME OUT for the next four years.

(Chorus)

(Background singers)
She'll change all the rules
The kids will run the schools
she'll be on the side of girls and boys.
She'll fix all the laws
she'll be like santa claus
and her cabinet will overflow with toys.

Okay that was most of the song. Hahahaha. It is so super cute i tell you, they are so young and their voices sound so so cute. They have a song called 'Brother for sale' too! haha. But oh well im not in a mood to sell my brother right now. He's on his way to becoming a priest! I'm serious.

MAN i was supposed to study for awhile before church but now its already 6:53 and i havn't bathed yet! How like that.

I'm in an extremely Mary-kate and Ashley CD mood now! After going through all my old CDs. Guesss whhaaatt i founddd. Britney Spears and Westlife! I miss westlife. Flying without wings! One of the boys was cute.

Okay i'm going to be late!

some people are just so ignorant and annoying and i really wish they'd just do something when i expect them to for once yea so the whole oh im so unpredictable is nice and all but it gets annoying when i really really expect you to really do something and you dont it annoys me so much so so much but then after awhile everything is okay cos i think of that and that is equally annoying as well its sometimes nice but its annoying cos im not supposed to like that and everything is all annoying really. uurrgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hfjdifcnkhfishhuf now i know how good prema feels when she types gibberish on her blog fiosajfkljdfujsiofjsaklfjasifjasifjsaijdis.

Yea. ok. No one will probably get that but. hahahaha. it made me feel better. ON the plus side it was rain-ning eh today. HAHAHAHHA the whole hail-ling eh thing cracks me up. eh, snow-wing eh!

If it's nothing then why do i feel threatened? I have no idea.
If its nothing then why am i feeling this way? I have NO idea.
Gosh. Maybe it's just some weird you-must-go-through-this-to-feel-the-final-product thing.

My chemistry is annoying me! I feel no love OR chemistry what-so-ever between me and the subject AND my bio is being pretty annoying as well. Bern is a freak you know i have no idea what she's doing in our class. TEACH ME TO GET A B4 FOR SCIENCE BERN!

ON the plus side, i had fun painting people's skin today. Although the smudging was getting on my nerve. It was reeal fun with the afro man and cheryl there as well! The putting back of tables reminded me of school's post prelim programme. HAHAH.
"Look at the way he sways his hands as he walks." -Prema
By the way he walks like he wanna die. I bet only Cheryl'll get this.
"That boy is it? THAT boy u like?" (points directly at him) -Prema
HAHAHA. And i didn't even like the boy! Rumours pass around cos of that girl u know!


Anyway look! We should get these dolls Prema + Fel! Afrooo mann yeeaaa.

Today my malay paper had this line. I shall translate it.
"Is your heart bleeding? Mummy knows."
How nice. hahah. At least, i'm 99 per cent sure thats what it is in english. What else could it have meant right.

Judith, just call. And bern, you STILL owe me that photo! AIYO.

Eggplants rule. hehheh

I'm so ecstatic about my lit marks! From a D7, to, get this, a B3! I improved like, wooaahhh. I'm finally like writing to the point this time. I don't even wanna think about my ss + geog. But my math was abit of a disappointment.

OH WELL. i'm just waiting for my sciences + english. Bio, nuh, not very ecstatic to get it back, Chem, yes! I'm quite.

Yes i TRIED teaching Justin chem today. How long did it last? Bout ten minutes actually. Then he decided he felt smarter already. You have TWO weeks to your end years la!

Okay, wake up call for me, 6 weeks Rach! Yep, with mt prelim tmr as well. HAHAH. useless subject, mt.

I think things are looking up for me!

You know what. I shall not dwell on my loss of butt. Hahah. Hahah. ANYway, whats to bother anyway. i got BIGger things to think about. There is such a short time to my o levels. And the only reason why im scared is cos i know there is no chance to just screw up one paper or not study this chapter. Its so hard.

On the plus side, at least i have hardly any distractions anymore. I think i've learnt to be more like that. I mean, if that person can do it, so can i. La-la-la-la-la i wonder if that person's mind'll change after.

I just baked bread pudding! I t hasn't even come out, but i already know there's gonna be a defect, and that even the SLIGHTEST SMALLEST thing bern bakes at the last minute will be fifteen thousand times better than anything i take hours to prepare! There, go and dwell in it bern. haha. I tell everyone your secret ah. Passport size photo!

Why do you build me up, buttercup baby, just to let me down?

I'm lost for what to type. I'm thinking. and my mind is blank. just empty. there is absolutely nothing to say. i don't know what i did today that was interesting. AND i just realised i just typed a whole paragraph about not knowing what to type. And thats something isn't it.

Oh YES! i bought my dress today. Wah damn nice. i absolutely cannot wait to wear it. AND i have an ass related problem. AIYOO. hahaha. but i seriously needa know how to get one!

My eye keeps twitching. For five days already. Do i feel lucky? Yes i do! I feel lucky. HEHHEH. new dress what.

Hans has the best G.T.T coffee. hahahaha. Whoever can figure that out'll get a prize.

Today in the bus we were entertained. This BOY, sec one or two im not sure, but he was from a school with all white uniform. Suddenly his phone rang and you know what tune??!! BEEP. by the PUSSYCAT DOLLS. BOY you know. SECONDARY boy. SERIOUSLY.
Then later, he and his friend were talking and proclaiming to the whole bus that he was going out with this girl.
Boy with Beep as ringtone: Ya man! I bringing her out for movie!
Friend: Eh. Bring her watch scary movie la. Then she can hug you.
Dude! hahahahhahahahhaha. That's old. Now i know boys and all their tricks. Wait. Hasn't Justin already told me all those? hahahahahah. seriously BOYS.

I had this sudden wave of feeling come over me. What if everything i think is just me wanting to feel better? or, or, or, NOTHING AT ALL and all a hallucination-a pest hole! Okay i know i've become paranoid when i relate my life to school work, literature.

Final Destination 3 is sooooo good! I'm a fan. And date movie is so stupidly annoyingly funny.

It's funny how a man only thinks about the beep! Got a real big heart but i'm looking at your beep! hahahaha.

Pauline : Yes im very sure, im veeeery sure there is today.
So we went, and it was divine mercy. But oh well. It wasn't bad. Very serious and all. And i caught Justin stoning ALOT. hahahaha. But it was a productive + fun night. Ben and Jerry' s cookie dough is just soo shiok. and NOW my mother tells me she doesn't wanna go to the gym tmr. Damnnn.

Hahahah. Yes i'm trying not to think about that boy. Aha. I don't know what to blog about him. He's the only boy that can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. Nuh, i was having a 'The Hot Chick' moment.

I hope you're having a BLAST at camp Judie-Nudie!

If you are bored go to youtube and type galipoka. Watch the episodes he makes. HILARIOUS.

I think i feel better now. Both things are solved. kinda. i just wish it was said to my face instead. But still. it's not everyday something this sweet is said.

Anyway, read this convo btw me and bern + averil.
Me: Eh you can finish that whole big mac ah its so huge.
Bern: I can't even lift it up.
Me, bern and averil: Hahahahahahahahahahaha.
Bern: Why do you think its been in the box for so long?
Hahahahaha. That girl has no energy to eat. Get how ironic this is? We eat for energy to eat.

Shine Jesus Shine was really good. Even though my knee got all muddy and wet from kneeling cos of the rain. it was all good really. i realise i miss dawn alot.

Okay, priss. Tell me when you're ready. :)

Every cloud has a silver lining.

I don't know what's happening. I really don't. I mean, first its that. Then its that. I don't know how else to describe it.

I just cleaned up my room. And its the beginning of the holidays. Study-fest, major. I'm planning to start tmr since i slacked the whole of this week already. I don't know how i'm supposed to study with all this annoying stuffs going on. Annoying/not annoying? i don't even know. Either way i don't even know if its a distraction.

I look above, and i know i'll always be blessed with love.

Prema, you DON'T need a boy to make it seem like you're special OKAY. wth? a BOY?? means you're special??!! Rubbish. You're admired for so many things, can you just see that? SEE IT PREMA. IT'S STARING YOU RIGHT IN THE MIRROR.
I don't know if that phrase made sense, but i mean it.

Its so ridiculous when unexpected things happen. I know, unpredictability's a plus, but it can be SOO annoying.

The only thing comforting me tonight is those unbroken records and the thought that i have, maybe, just maybe, a little bit of luck.

It may be raining, but there's a rainbow above you.

Isn't it annoying how you wish something could be this way only to find out its exactly not the way you expected it to be at all? But then, the way it turns out in the end is so great you wonder how you could even have thought it was annoying in the first place? I've been feeling that lately. Only now i'm not so sure.

Judith FINALLY called yesterday! It was so great talking to her again and HEARING HER LAUGH. i love her laugh. Its what makes her judith! i can't wait for you to come down so we can have our annual sleepover with Bern + Dawn again! YAY. Thanks for listening to me talk about that person with thick glasses and coconut oil in their hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. i love you Judie-Nudie! Have fun at camp =)

I'm going to give Shar her birthday lunch today. :) Jonny la, must come also. HAHAHA. it's supposed to be a GIRL cousin birthday lunch but noooooooo. HAHAHAHA. thats for putting gross photos of me on your blog!

I have a fetish for red, judith don't forget the slippers!

And Van, i WILL.

'What" will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Yep. I know that i'm not gonna get married and have any kids to miss me by and won't even get a good job cos obviously i can only afford one cat.

Hahaha, i am quite annoyed. Aaargh. scream and shout, shout and scream. And i'm waiting for judith to call me. "In fifteen minutes" she says. hahah. meaning fourty-five.

I'm lovin' angels instead.