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I hardly have time nowadays. I feel so busy all the time. And also, i think i get very insensitive. Even though i try so hard to be sensitive where it comes to a point that I'm trying so hard to be that it turns out that ive tried too hard, tried so hard to a point that i'm back where i don't want to be. Insensitive. If that made sense. aaa.

Okay bye i got a million assignments to do now.

I am such

Hopnight was awesome. My saturday was awesome. Spiderman was awesome. School is awesome. ha. I think everything is awesome right now.

I miss Andrea, Cheryl, Robyn, Jaime and all the IJ people i havnt seen in ages. I just saw Julie yesterday though! I miss IJ.

AAA! I have 2 tests coming up and a zillion of project work to do.

My friend's mac's screen cracked! my goodness, and she has no insurance for it. i know, i know, who buys insurance for their laptop HAHA but my dad was persistant. And see! Insurance DOES help, so stop laughing Firdaos!

aaa graphic comm is so boring, what the hell is he talking about. oh well, i'll go pay attention now. Oh yes, before i go, yesterday firdaos went to buy STATIONERY cos he "wants to study in lectures now". But what is he doing? Chatting on msn.

okay bye.

I havn't blogged in years. My laptop charger spoilt, and so i had to conserve bettery the whooole weekend, only using it when i really needed to. So now, i'm charging with firdaos' charger, and can only collect my charger on Wednesday. Irritating. No one knows ho frustrating it is to have to ask my mother for her password every single time i felt the need to use the computer and then having to use windows when i just got used to mac. ha ha. i love my mac.

So anyway i'm soooo glad tomorrow's a holiday. yessssssss. hahha. Even though it hardly makes a difference cos i start school at 2 which means i can still sleep in school or no school. Why cant labour day be on Thursday. i hate thursdays.

An Irish daughter had not been home for over 5 years. Upon her return, her father cursed her.
Where have ye been all this time? Why did ye not write to us, not even a line? Why didn't ye call? Can ye not understand what ye put yer old mum thru?
The girl, crying, replied, "Sniff, sniff....dad....I became a prostitute...."
"Ye what!!? Out of here, ye shameless harlot! Sinner! You're a disgrace to this family."
"OK, dad-- as ye wish. I just came back to give mum this luxurious fur coat, title deed to a ten bedroom mansion plus a savings certificate for $5 million."
"For me little brother, this gold Rolex and for ye daddy, the sparkling new Mercedes limited edition convertible that's parked outside plus a membership to the country club....(takes a breath)....and an invitation for ye all to spend New Years' Eve on board my new yacht in the Riviera, and...."
Now what was it ye said ye had become?" says dad.
Girl, crying again, "Sniff, sniff....a prostitute dad! Sniff, sniff.
"Oh! Be Jesus! Ye scared me half to death, girl! I thought ye said a Protestant. Come here and give yer old man a hug.

HAHAHA.

My teacher didn't come, so our 3 hour class is cancelled!! which leaves me, with a 4 hour break. AWESOME! seriously. We're just having coffee and chilling at the atrium, firdaos style. hahaha. "I don't like him, he looks like pig's genitals".

Or actually, we're ABOUT to go to the atrium to chill with coffee, but he has to come install some shit on his mac cos he DIDN'T COME for the macbook training, and it takes a whole bloody hour. And being nice, im accompanying him. After which he promises to buy me coffee. So that's good right there, i'm practicing my marketing skills.

Firdaos just asked me "Can you lend me your crotch? I need a place to put my bag" hahaha. That guy really cracks me up, seriously.

okay about half an hour left.

I've always thought that single digit buses are quite, well, hilarious. What is with them really, they don't really make sense. What they are trying to say is that all buses start from number 1 and end with number something. Is that the idea with HDB blocks too? Who knows really.

I hate thursdays. I have 2 three-hour classes and only a 1 hour lunch break which passes ever so quickly. AND i start at 9 and end at 6. What a terribly long day. I miss secondary school. I've not really eaten good food here except for the chicken tuna sandwich. And m&ms. I've yet to explore.

Okay bye.

I'm in school! hahah. today we had this 'thinking' class. my goodness. what is that about. seriously. and before that is two hours of sports and wellness! wednesday is like a slack day, no studies at all! the only flaw is that i start at 8. meaning. I have to leave at like 6.30. This is ridiculous, that's earlier than secondary school. oh manxz.

Oh well there's some event on tonight at school and we've all decided to be fun spirited and go. So i'm just passing some time at the atrium now. Okay bye!

"I think if i don't marry you i'll probably have an affair with you."
hahah. i don't know why but i find that such a comforting thought.

Anyway, school's reeeaaally fun. Well the projects and all have not started yet, so we're just attending tutorials and lectures and stuff, but the people i've met are seriously, waaay too cool for school. hahahah.

So yes we had steamboat for dinner and my mum doesnt belive in chicken stock, she's into chicken bones and soya beans kinda soup, so when she was done with dinner and only me and justin were left, we added a whole block of chicken stock inside. hahahahah.

Okay i gotta wake up early tomorrow, good night yall.

I feel like blogging for rachael. invasion invasion invasion.

Rachael is smelly because justin gave her his smell. hello rachael! i am coming back in 4 months. WHO IS PUMPED? I SAIDDDDD WHO IS PUMPED??!??!


IF IT'S NO ONE, I'M GOING TO PUNCH YALL!

I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes

everybody listen to boyslikegirls. they make me happy.

RACHAEL!
i miss you baby.
come back from camp soon! <3

uurghh i'm so annoyed right now.

I mean if you really wanted to you'd at least try to make an effort right? Not just accept the situation as it is. What the hell. This is such bullshit.

I love Prema i really love her so much, she does soo much for me, and i love all out lepaking at various places together (starbucks! coffebean! silence!) HAHAHAR. and she understands me so very well, i absolutely loveee talking to her.

And no, i did not just write this cos you made that comment.
I love you! <3

I was sick today but i still went out just now. Hahah. I had to see Justin la. Oh my god, reminds me. that day the funniest thing happened. hahahar.
I got locked out of the house and it was around 11 plus, so i didnt wanna sit outside waiting for my parents to come back. The most annoying thing was, my sister was at home! She was just sleeping and when she's sleeping she's oblivious to any sound around her. Even an alarm clock. No wait, especially an alarm clock. So i called Justin to see if he could let me crash there for awhile til my parents reached home which would be God know what time.
So i was in his room feeling soo bored cos he was sleeping. And i had nothing to do. So i sat at his desk and saw there was paper lying around, so i got out a pen and started writing him a letter. After awhile he stirred from his sleep and asked

Justin: Hey what're you writing?
Rachael: A compo
J: seriously? About what?
R: Yea! Cats. And their adventures.
J: ohhh... (stirs and goes back to sleep)

Ha. okay first of all, who writes a compo at eleven o clock at night. Or even writes a compo RANDOMLY about cats for that matter. Thats not the funny part.
So the next morning at church he comes up to me and says

J: Eh i forgot to read your compo la! The one about cats.

Thats when i burst out laughing. hahahahaha. He is so cutei tell you, i mean the fact that he actually remembers me saying it and the fact that he believed it... okay you get the picture. (Sorry Justin! it was just so cute i had to write it! (: )

Hahah. Im gonna go sleep now. I've a very screwed up throat. Good night yall.

Im back from camp. It was kinda sad actually, leaving, and campfire night was da bomb. Yesyes, alot of memories for sure.

I was feeling so irrinoyed just now. My stupid phone keeps hanging on me and halfway through a call it'll go off, even WITH a fully charged battery. Uuurgh. The mysteries of motorola. Whats so nice about a skinny phone if its gonna collapse on you. Seriously. I relate that entirely to kate moss. i dont know why, but she just came to mind.

I'm feeling sick from camp so i turned down both offers - go for holy thursday mass or go out with Garrett. hahah. Both were tempting but, oh well. My fever got the better of me. Okay goodearlynight.

Okay so i booked out of camp early. I couldnt take it. I had a major headache and was so tired that i slept all the way through lunch today. I woke up, had lunch, then went back to sleep. And was awoken with a text message from a guy i met at camp who also booked out early. Hahah. He's having his monthly throat inflammation. i know, monthly! sca-reey.
But we're going to book in again tomorrow for the campfire night. And i tell you, he's my life saver really. If i hadn't met him, i dont know, but THANK YOU.

ok-aay, my headache's killing me i shall go sleep again.

The past few days i've been having pms. So everything just sucked balls. Oh well.

i was just thinking of the time andrea and i were in the train and this happened.
Andrea: Have you ever seen someone so short that when she sits on a chair her feet cant touch the ground?
Me: No.
Andrea: (looks to her opposite left and nudges me)
At that exact precise moment, like it was meant to happen, we saw an old lady, feet dangling off the chair in an attempt to touch the ground.
hahaha. okay no offence to people who are not that tall really, it just seemed like such a funny thing, talking about something and then seeing it in front of your eyes the very next second. hahar.

today was such a stupid day. Only one thing i was looking forward to and that didnt turn out quite so well either. okay bye then goodnight.

okay so i finally got my laptop (okay my dad got it for me) and i finally got the internet running (okay my dad did that one too) and now i'm getting everything set up, from the very slow. woah. this could take ages i tell you. so many things to do. and all that.

Yesyes and im feeling so very emotive today. whyyy.

On the plus side i just watched this funny movie called Grandma's boy and i grew my nails out.

>3

Wowzer. Aloot has happened.

My results are like.shocking. seriously. But good shocking you know. I mean, i so totally expected for my science and english grades to be switched. Okay i didnt expect it, i wanted it. But Oh well. Happy enough.

And. i got sick recently and Zack at work keeps laughing at my pimple and i miss Judith and i felt good talking to Robyn and Jaime at Carl's Jr the other day and Priss and Van you make non-a-mathian class fun (of course cheryl you do too but you know priss and van think i forgot them!!) and andrea's in biiig trouble. hahaharharhar nah i'm just kidding.

Today was a gooood day:)) Okay bye.

I was thinking of never ever blogging again or having any contact with the outside world but then Judith said 'i love you' and it helped. :) haha.

Anyways. Gymming with Holly FINALLY happened last week. Since like, last month? Which is practically last year. haha. And i've been gymming daily. Every.single.day. I seriously have nothing better to do cos everyone's either working, in school or in Australia.
Speaking of working, i have to go for stupid work training class which totally ruins my plans all the time. Okay yea i get paid for it and all but come on. sitting there for 7 hours in craa-zy. Okay i get a 1 hour lunch break. But still.

AND i got to finally see robyn! Okay we only watched one movie but i really miss her. AND jaime and the whole sit-in-the-hall-doing-papers-but-talking-so-loudly thing. Hahah. Robyns voice would just go onn and onn with Andreas behind me when i'd be trying to get some sleep. Or sometimes i'd be talking to Cheryl. And Jaime would sit riiiight in front cos no one else wanted to 'make the first move' and she wanted the fan and we'd all sit behind her so she wouldnt scold us for copying. hahahaha. Good times.

Okay bye.

Oh nhedjhfuashuiaasiwxx. I lost my wallet with EVERYTHING inside. Uuuurrgghhh.
AND I lack exercise AND i have stupid work training AND i have to re-create all my accounts or i wont get paid AND i;m pms-ing. So perfect.

Anyway, i realise my blog is dead. Hahah. Oh well, considering my disappearance act in nov/dec, its no one's fault. hahah. But the point is, im blogging to release all this pent up frustration in me. jhfdkuhfajskhndfsjkh.

Oh on the bright side! My mum just called to cancel my account and a guy called Moses said the account will still be the same! He'll send me a new card. Oh yay. No more long queues and waiting again!
I MISS JUSTIN LAA :((
Okay bye.

HARHAR. RAY RAY THIS THE FIRST TIME I'M BLOGGING FOR YOU.

well, rachael's day at work on monday wasn't as bad. the manager's pretty nice after all. right? yes she/he is. but but someone did something really that surprised/shocked/angered rachael. just nasty. my goodness.

heh. i miss rachael. and i'm going to see her tomorrow. yipeedookayay.
I LOVE YOU BABY! <3

UURGH! i really have AWESOME luck today. I just typed out a whooole blog entry and my computer died on me just before i could click 'publish'. And i just found out that the manager for tonights night shift is the manager i purposely took night to get away from! hdufhjfnsjd. Great, amazing luck.

Besides, me and cheryl had problem at work the other day. Those papeks macam ada polliwogs be trippin yo. hahaha. And i feel bad. Cos we always laugh at Jun Cheng but when Cheryl needed him to replace her, there he was! To the rescue. Nice la that fellow.

Oh well. I wanna go back to school laa. I miss my friends, i miss recess, i miss going into oblivion(inside joke? haha), and i miss PE lessons. Ramona and all her funny antics. I remember that day me and Cheryl wrapped her with scotch tape, and she just stood there, letting us do it, not fighting us back. hahahaha i miss ramona la! AND. i miss non-amath-ians class, with Mr Yeo. (Ba da taime/ o mai got) aiyaa, i miss it :(((

Hey Ho!
Work was kinda fun today. Except for the part where i broke a plate. hahaha. and thank GOODNESS that annoying guy wasnt there today. Zack and Syahir today. Cheryl always works with them! Wahbuneh. Not fair. hahaha.

SO. i realise that eating cold watermelons are not very nice. They kinda result in a brain freeze. I dont even like watermelons. Anyway, the point is, my mum made fruit salad today and though the water melons added to the nice mix of colour, its not nice.

Okaay, bye all. I excited for tomorrow. :)

i seriously need some sense of control. I keep buying things. Hahaha.
And oh my gawwwwd there's this guy at coffeebean who pisses the shiat outta me. hahaha. He thinks i dont know anything and always tells me stuff like im sooo new there. uurgh. There was once a group of 15 people came in, and they ordered a trillion drinks, and he was happily doing the cashier while i did EVERYTHING. And when i asked him if he could help me wash all he said was "nonono, i must observe how you do". i felt like telling him, Well maybe you can observe at a time when there are no waiting customers!!! Beeyatch. He just bloody STOOD there. stoning.
Then the manager came out from the kitchen and asked if we could manage and before i could ask for help he said "Yes, i'm doing fine." !!!!! HELLO. I was the one doing everything and he said he's doing fine?! Walao feel like kicking him in the pollywogs.

I met cheryl today. We talked and laughed about Jun Cheng. hahahaha. Funny la that fellow.

kay, love you ALL. :)

You know how sometimes the most unplanned and last-minute outings are the funnest? Today was that kinda day. haha. :)

Judith, i love you okay? Remember, aussie emo guys are the best!
Fel, you are a very very strong person. i love you:)

Haha, of course i love ALL my friends la. I realise i hve nothing else to blog about. Emosity. haha. Oh well. I love you too priss!

:)

wowzer. where have i been? hahaha. Happy New Year all!

Today everyone had school. So i went swimming by myself this morning. Project 'start exercising again' was put into action. hahaha. THEN being the sister i am i went aallll the way to school(which i'm not in) to pass my sister her clarinet she forgot. and i saw nicole and rachel! It was so nice talking to them after so long, nicole's hilarious, haha. She said she didnt study hard and came late for some of her n level papers so she prayed to the saint of hopeless cases and she passed all her papers! wah. hahaha.

ANYway, working at coffeebean has been so fun. haha. the pays kinda shit la, but the people and all are really nice and funny so working's like not really work. haha.

Prema, fel, van, ally, pauline, priss, andrea love you'll so much. :) I miss alot of people la arrrgghh. Jaime and robyn? Anytime now. haha.

Justin asked me to blog about how good he is. hahaha. K have fun in school all, bye!